Chapter 2 - The Weight of a Call Sign
The cool night air outside the Jacksonville bar carried the faint, familiar scent of salt from the nearby coast and exhaust from passing trucks on Route 17.
I found Nico leaning against the side of my rental car, his arms crossed tightly over his chest, staring out across the empty gravel parking lot. The neon sign of the bar cast a flickering red glow across his face.
I didn't rush over. I walked slowly, giving him space to process the shock of the last ten minutes. When I reached the car, I leaned against the passenger door opposite him.
"You're thirty-five years old," I said quietly, breaking the silence. "You're a Marine Gunnery Sergeant. You've led men through things I hope you never have to talk about. Why is it so hard to accept that I did the same?"
Nico didn't look at me. He let out a harsh, humorless laugh. "Because you're Elena. You're the one who made sure I had clean socks and a signed permission slip. You're the one who paid my community college tuition when Dad's life insurance payout vanished."
He turned his head, his eyes flashing in the neon light. "You weren't supposed to be the one crawling out of a burning helicopter. That wasn't the deal."
"There was no deal, Nico. Life doesn't come with a script."
"It does when you're the one writing it for everyone else," he shot back, pushing off the car. He stepped close, his height and build suddenly reminding me of the day he enlisted, no longer a kid, but a hardened professional soldier. "How many other things have you lied about? Where were you really stationed for those three years after 2013? Why did you transfer to a desk job in Georgia if you were elite enough to earn a combat call sign that makes senior NCOs stand at attention?"
The question hung in the air, sharp and demanding.
It was the question I had spent a decade running from.
Before I could formulate an answer, the heavy door of the bar creaked open. Gunny Barrett stepped outside, holding a fresh cup of coffee. He paused when he saw us, clearly debating whether to retreat back inside, but Nico motioned him over with a flick of his chin.
"No, stay, Gunny," Nico said bitterly. "Since you seem to know more about my sister's military record than I do, maybe you can explain why she walked away from it all to push paper in Georgia."
Barrett looked at me, asking for silent permission with his eyes. I gave him a slight, imperceptible nod. If Nico was going to demand the truth, he might as well hear the mechanics of it from someone who understood the machine.
Barrett took a slow sip of his coffee before speaking. "People don't just walk away from tactical air control wings, Romano. Especially not ones attached to special operations task forces. When an operator like Sticky Six rotates out of a combat zone under classified orders, it usually means one of two things: a medical retirement that keeps them out of the public eye, or an operational reassignment that requires them to disappear."
Barrett looked at me, his gaze steady. "Am I wrong, Major?"
"You're not wrong, Gunny," I said.
Nico stared at me, his breath hitching slightly. "What are you talking about? You said you had a routine administrative posting."
"I lied," I said plainly. "When the aircraft went down outside Sangin, my back didn't walk away clean. The military kept me on active duty because of the intel value of the operation, but they moved me off flight status permanently. For three years, I worked out of a windowless basement at a command center in Stuttgart, analyzing tactical failures and reviewing after-action reports for missions that went wrong."
"And Georgia?" Nico asked, his voice dropping to a harsh whisper. "The base in Georgia?"
"That was the buffer," I said. "The place where they put officers who know too much about operational breakdowns to be put back in public view, but too little to be kept under heavy security. I was transitioning out. I chose to stay in the service because I didn't know how to do anything else."
Nico looked away, staring down at the gravel. The anger in his posture had melted into something heavier—a profound, quiet realization of how little he truly knew about the sister who had raised him.
"You carried all of that," Nico murmured, almost to himself. "While I was complaining about drill instructors and promotion boards, you were dealing with... all of that."
"Everyone carries something, Nico," I said softly, stepping around the car to stand beside him. "The only difference is that I chose not to share the weight with you because I wanted your world to be clean."
Before Nico could respond, his cell phone buzzed loudly in his pocket. He pulled it out, glanced at the screen, and his expression instantly hardened.
He swiped the screen, listening for a moment, and color drained from his face.
"Yeah. I copy," Nico said tightly. "We'll be there in twenty minutes."
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He dropped the phone back into his pocket and looked at me, his eyes wide with a new kind of panic that had nothing to do with my past.
"That was Master Gunnery Sergeant Vance," Nico said. "Dylan's brother-in-law. The base security detachment just detained someone trying to break into my apartment."
