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Chapter 70 - Her Question, Not Mine

Maisie waited three weeks before telling me what she wanted.

I did not raise the subject first.

That required more discipline than I care to admit.

Every part of me wanted to prepare, research, predict, and control. I wanted to ask Chloe what Eric had said lately. I wanted to call Arthur and determine whether my brother remained stable. I wanted to build a complete risk assessment before my daughter even knew whether she wanted another conversation.

Instead, I waited.

On a Sunday afternoon, Maisie found me in the garage checking the air in my tires.

"I want to meet Uncle Eric once."

The pressure gauge slipped from my fingers.

She laughed.

"Very smooth."

I picked it up.

"Okay."

"That's it?"

"No. That's the first word while my brain catches up."

She sat on the edge of Arthur's old workbench.

"I don't want him to come here."

Relief arrived immediately.

"Good."

"I don't want Grandma there."

"Also good."

"I want Chloe there."

I nodded.

"And you."

That surprised me.

"You want me in the meeting?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

"Because the Christmas thing happened to both of us."

I leaned against the car.

That was true, though in different ways.

"What do you want from him?"

"I want him to tell me why he acted like I was stupid because I was hungry."

Her voice stayed steady.

The memory hit me with brutal clarity: Eric dismissing her hurt, treating the cruelty around dinner as evidence that I was overreacting, behaving like the entire family existed to support his comfort.

"He may not have a good answer."

"I know."

"He may say something you don't like."

"I know."

"You do not owe him forgiveness."

"I know, Dad."

"Sorry."

"No, you're not."

Also true.

We talked about what a meeting could look like. Neutral public place. Short. No gifts. No physical contact unless Maisie initiated it. She could leave at any moment. Eric would not be allowed to ask for future visits. The meeting would be about the question she chose.

"Forty-five minutes?" she asked.

I stared at her.

"Did Chloe recruit you into a union?"

"She said time limits help."

Of course she did.

I called Chloe after Maisie went upstairs.

She was quiet for a moment.

"How do you feel?"

"Like saying absolutely not."

"But?"

"But the person I would be protecting is asking for a controlled conversation."

"That doesn't mean you have to say yes."

"I know."

"Do you think he is likely to pressure her?"

"Based on the last few years? No. Based on the brother I grew up with? Yes."

"Both are data."

Evidence had ruined all of us.

Chloe agreed to attend if the meeting happened. She also offered to speak to Maisie privately first, not to persuade her, but to explain what her own meetings with Eric had felt like.

I approved as long as Maisie wanted it.

She did.

The two of them went for hot chocolate the next evening. I did not ask Chloe for a transcript. When Maisie came home, she looked calmer.

"Still want to do it?"

"Yes."

My next call was to Arthur.

He listened without interrupting.

"I wondered when she'd ask," he said.

"Why didn't you say that?"

"Because it wasn't my question to plant."

I hated how wise everyone had become.

"Do you think he's ready?"

"I think he understands that if he makes this about himself, it will be the last meeting."

"That wasn't what I asked."

Arthur paused.

"Yes. I think he can sit in a chair and hear a thirteen-year-old tell him he hurt her without trying to escape the feeling."

That was the relevant skill.

Not whether he had become a good man by some universal measure.

Could he do this one thing safely?

I contacted Eric by text rather than using Arthur.

Can you talk tonight? It concerns Maisie.

His reply came twenty minutes later.

Yes. Whenever you're ready.

I called after she went to bed.

Eric answered quietly.

"Is she okay?"

"She's fine."

I appreciated that he asked before assuming the call meant access.

"She wants to meet you once."

Silence.

I could hear him breathe.

"Okay."

"Do not say thank you."

Another pause.

"Okay."

I explained the conditions.

Public place chosen by us. Chloe and I present. Forty-five minutes maximum. No gifts. No requests for another meeting. No touching unless Maisie initiated it. He would answer her questions honestly, including saying he did not remember if that was true.

Eric agreed to everything.

Then he asked, "What does she want me to say?"

My anger flashed.

"Nothing rehearsed."

"That's not what I meant. I mean, does she want me to explain Christmas?"

"She wants to ask you why you treated her the way you did."

He became quiet.

"Then I'll answer."

"Eric, if the answer is ugly, give her the ugly answer. Don't invent a noble reason because she's a kid."

"I understand."

I wanted to believe him.

That frightened me more than distrust.

Before ending the call, Eric said one more thing.

"Grant, I know this doesn't mean you've changed your mind about me."

"This isn't about my mind."

"I know."

Good.

The meeting was scheduled for the following Saturday at the same cafe where Chloe had met him. We reserved a quiet table near the front. Chloe would arrive with us. Eric would come separately. Arthur would stay home because Maisie had not asked him to attend.

For the next five days, I resisted turning preparation into interrogation.

I asked Maisie once whether she still wanted the meeting.

Yes.

I asked whether she had questions written down.

"Some."

I did not ask to see them.

Friday night, she found me in the kitchen packing school lunches for the next week.

"Are you scared?"

I almost lied.

"Yes."

"Me too."

"We can cancel."

"I know."

That was the reason I did not cancel for her.

On Saturday morning, she chose jeans, sneakers, and the green sweater Chloe had given her for Christmas. She put a folded piece of notebook paper into her pocket.

No ceremony.

No speech.

We drove to the cafe.

Chloe met us outside.

Before we went in, I crouched slightly so I was closer to Maisie's height, though she was getting too tall for the gesture.

"Your meeting," I said. "Your questions. Your exit."

She nodded.

Through the cafe window, I could see Eric sitting alone at a table near the front.

He had arrived early.

He was not holding flowers, a gift, or an envelope.

Just a cup of coffee he did not appear to be drinking.

Maisie looked through the glass for several seconds.

Then she took one breath and reached for the door.

May you like

This time, I did not step in front of her.

I opened it.

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