Chapter 73 - The Boundary

Maisie looked down at the third line on her yellow legal pad. Slowly, deliberately, she drew a line through it.
"Question four," she said.
Eric nodded once, bracing himself.
"Why did you send those cards on my birthdays?"
Eric’s expression softened, but the tension didn't leave his shoulders. "Because I wanted you to know that someone who shared your blood remembered you were alive. Even if you threw them in the trash. Even if your dad burned them before you saw them."
"Dad didn't burn them," Maisie said. "He put them in a box in the hallway closet. He told me they were there if I ever wanted to read them. I read them last week."
Eric blinked, surprised. "All of them?"
"There were five," Maisie said. "You wrote about how you got a job. You wrote that you were sorry you didn't share your roast beef. In the last one, you said you hoped I was doing well in track."
"Your grandfather told me you were running track," Eric said quietly. "Arthur mentioned it when I dropped off the maintenance log for the duplex."
"I don't run track anymore," Maisie said. "I play soccer now. I'm a defender."
Eric swallowed. "I didn't know."
"You don't know anything about me," Maisie said simply. There was no venom in her voice, only the clear, immovable boundary of a child who had grown up watching adults dismantle their own family. "You don't know who my friends are. You don't know what music I like. You don't know what I'm afraid of."
"No," Eric said. "I don't."
"And that's how it's supposed to be," Maisie said.
Eric went very still.
Maisie folded the sheet of paper along its original creases. She tucked it back into the pocket of her green sweater. She didn't have a fifth question. The four she had brought were enough to map the territory.
"I wanted to meet you because I was tired of wondering what you looked like when you weren't in my bad dreams," Maisie said, her voice dropping into a register that sounded far older than thirteen. "In my dreams, you were huge, and you were laughing while Grandma took my food. But you're not huge. You're just a guy who works at a warehouse and looks tired."
Eric’s eyes shone with unshed tears, but he kept his chin up. "I'm sorry, Maisie. More than I know how to put into words."
"I know you are," Maisie said. She slid out from the booth and stood up on the linoleum floor. She smoothed down the front of her sweater. "Thank you for the answers."
Eric began to stand. "Maisie, wait—can I... can I ever come to one of your games? Just to watch from the fence? You wouldn't even have to talk to me."
I felt my muscles coil at our table. My hands gripped the edges of the laminate, ready to push back the chair and step between them. But before I could move, Chloe laid two steady fingers on my wrist.
*Wait,* her touch said. *Watch your daughter.*
Maisie stopped. She turned back to look at Eric. She didn't look angry. She looked calm, steady, anchored by the truth she had just extracted.
"No, Uncle Eric," she said clearly. "You can't."
Eric looked as if he had been struck with an open palm, but he didn't protest. "Okay. I understand."
"Maybe when I'm eighteen," Maisie added, her voice practical, untainted by malice. "Maybe when I'm in college and I decide if I want an uncle or not. But right now, my dad is the one who buys my cleats. My dad is the one who sat in the emergency room when I broke my wrist in the fifth grade. You don't get to stand by the fence and watch me grow up just because you feel bad about Christmas."
Eric stood completely motionless behind his booth, his hands hanging at his sides. "You're right," he whispered. "You're completely right."
Maisie turned on her heel and walked back down the aisle. She didn't look left or right. She walked straight to our table, stopped beside my chair, and looked down at me.
"I'm ready to go home, Dad," she said.
I stood up immediately. I reached out, and she took my hand—something she rarely did in public these days. Her fingers were cool, but her grip was firm. I looked over her head at Eric.
My brother was still standing by his empty coffee cup. When his eyes met mine across the cafe, he didn't offer a pleading look or an appeal for brotherhood. He simply nodded—a slow, reverent acknowledgement of the child I had raised, and the complete, unassailable justice of her verdict.
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"Let's go," I said.
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