Chapter 1 - The Ghost in the Mirror

Six years is a long time to spend looking over your shoulder, but after the first two, the terror settles into something more manageable—a low-grade hum beneath the skin, like a wire carrying current too close to the surface.
I stood in the cramped bathroom of our third-floor apartment in Portland, my fingers gripping the edges of the laminate sink. The mirror was spotted with water stains, reflecting a woman who looked nothing like the twenty-four-year-old girl who had fled a Chicago high-rise in the freezing predawn rain. My hair was shorter, dyed a nondescript chestnut brown, and the clothes I wore were thrift-store denim and cotton, chosen for anonymity rather than style.
"Mom! Leo won't give me the yellow crayon!"
A small voice cut through my thoughts, followed by the patter of bare feet against the linoleum hallway.
A tight smile pulled at the corners of my mouth. I took a steadying breath, wiped my palms on my jeans, and stepped out into the living room. Maya was standing with her hands planted stubbornly on her hips, her dark curls tumbling into her face—curls that fell in the exact same lazy wave as Luca Moretti’s. At six years old, she had his sharp, observant eyes, too—eyes that noticed everything, missing none of the nervous tics I tried so hard to mask.
"Leo, share with your sister," I said gently, crouching down to separate my two six-year-olds. They weren't twins, though people always assumed they were; Leo had been born eleven months after I fled, a quiet, solemn boy who possessed the terrifying stillness of a man who didn't exist.
I looked down at Leo, who was sitting cross-legged on the rug, meticulously lining up plastic dinosaurs by size. He looked up at me with those deep, dark-brown eyes—Luca’s eyes—and handed the yellow crayon to Maya without a word.
"Thank you," I whispered, my chest tightening with a familiar, suffocating ache.
Every single day for six years, I had lived with the terrifying paradox of loving the man who had terrified me. I knew what Luca Moretti was. I had seen the cold, efficient executioner standing over a bleeding corpse on the forty-first floor. But I had also known the man who whispered against my temple in the dark, who held me when the phantom weight of my mother's death threatened to drown me.
And now, I had two pieces of him running around a two-bedroom apartment with scuffed floors and a leaky radiator that knocked twice every hour—a constant, rhythmic reminder of the life I had left behind.
My phone buzzed on the kitchen counter, cutting through the hum of the refrigerator.
It was an alert from the local credit union: my bi-weekly deposit from the graphic design firm where I freelanced under a clean, scrubbed alias had cleared. Safe. Untraceable.
May you like
Or so I told myself.
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